puasa yer...

ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan :)

tadi ade tournament boling...
alahai...not in the mood la...
206 pins je for two games....
sebab nya....punya la syok nak siapkan video D sampai lupa nak kejut dia dari tidur...
bukan lupa...tak sedar jam cepat berlalu....
tak pasal2 kena marah...alahai....

biar la, janji die teengok video ne nanti...
tengok suka ke x...
just for him...not anyone la kot...
alahai....

dilemma nak balik ke tak minggu ne...
rasa macam dah penat je nak balik kL minggu ne...
tapi kesian kat mama and sis eena...
kena la balik seorang....
alahai...

pagi ne nak sahur dah...
selamat berpuasa yer semua...
D, i miss you...(tbe2)
haha, night2 blog :)

urgh!

bad day la today....

macam2 jadi dalam 1 hari ne...

try to think positively....

jangan salahkan hari ini adalah hari rabu ok?..

1st: fail quiz audit!

O.M.G!!..xtahu nak habaq lagu mana dah...

memang terkejot kot...what happen??.

i did try my best la...just bcoz im kinda confuse with one question...

i failed in my quiz!.aiyaa...how la!..

it's just an introduction to auditing la kot!!.

2nd: ajk ape lagi ne!!

hafizi and me kena panggil dgn miss kamik and mummy....

she said dat along and me had a case...

we thought it's related to our quiz's result...

but then, both of us were selected to be the AJK of innovation and creativity club...

aiyaaa, busy la!.but bcoz of our responsibility and think of future effect...of course we said, 'YES!'.

hahaha...wish us luck coz both of us again didn't have any idea at all what we should do...

3rd: rashidi la pulak..

yeah!.my only BF right now...y la u!!.

am i really ur GF??..i dun think so...

thing has changed...

u're not even call me sayang anymore...

it's not that im so desperate to hear dat...but then, still la appreciate me as ur GF...

even though im not beautiful like other gurls u wish to be with....

sometimes, i want to explain it to u what i feel...but i can't...

bcoz it's just wasting my time...

in my head, if im not exist in this world...

please let mohamad rashidi bin mohamad zainol read this blog...

let him know that i love him so much....

i dun care bout those problem he suffered...

d, i had try my best but i know deep inside ur heart im failed!.

u're not admit it but i can feel it...

who ever take over my place someday, don't do this to her...

don't break her heart...make her happy like we did...

sedih plak tbe2...

4th: business plan!.

entrepreneur subject!.memang favourite la kan...

the idea come from my sis...and guess what!!!?..

they want me to be the financial manager...WTF!!!.

of course i would love to be the marketing manager or operational manager!!!.

alahai...i already created the graphic!!.please la!!!.

if u still need me to be the financial manager...i WILL make this business suffer LOSS!!!.(kejam)

muahahhahahaha....

5th: puasa dah dekat :)

yeay!.bila puasa dah dekat, bermaksud aktiviti lepas raya dah menunggu...

includes..KASUKMA, GALA DINNER, dan macam2 lagi...

macam mane nak budget mase?!?!.

dengan nak carik tempat praktikal lagi...

memang no rest for me!..

6th: birthday dia pulak!

12th august ne adalah birthday D yang ke-20...

apa mau bikin??..dis is my plan!.

saturday night (7/8/2010) surprise party for him...

on his birthday, i'll show him my video special for his birthday...

and i just thought of buying his a new back-pack!..

any ideas??..ok la tuh kot kan??..

7th: good night <3

hey august :)

tak sempat nak bubye july...

welcome august....

what will happen this month?..

hmmm....hope a better days...

1st topic: practical training...

location?..still wondering...

where?..harap2 kat AZRB...dekat dengan umah+senang sikit kot :)

ready?...no lah, tak tahu ape yang akan dikerahkan...tenaga ke otak?..aiyoo...

macam mane nak mind set yang tak lama lagi nak masuk alam pekerjaan...

memang la praktikal je tapi kat company besau macam tuh??..aiyoo...

bila abah cakap, adek dah boleh beli baju nak praktikal, rasa macam WOW!!.aku dah dewasa ke?..hahaha...xkan nak pakai baju kurung, betul gak apa yang abah cakap!.

2nd topik: alahai pengarah ku...

semalam time syok2 jalan kat mahkota pahlawan a.k.a MP...

tengah usha shoes and bags...sambil memegang tangan pak mail supaya jalan tak melelong tuh, tibe2 nampak satu bayangan yang boleh mimpi ngeri gak la...

guess what?.ternampak pengarah yang cam muka saya yang comel ne!!!.adoi!!..

dah la saya MPP, maaf yer tuan...

jangan campur adukkan kolej atau luar kolej yek!!.please...tuan kan dah besar...(tibe2)

tuh je la..

ade keje la...

nanti sambung...

chow~

mood: pangkor :)

edit a few pictures from pangkor folder....just miss 'em much...ngee~

flush it...

semalam...da best day ever!!..
hang out with da gurls....ladies night!.
break the rules...sorry felo!.be back in hostel at 10 p.m....
we were dinner at ikan bakar umbai-pernu...
delicious+marvellous.....
5 of us eat+laugh til one of us terkena serangan cramp d mulut...
giler enjoy!!..lepas dinner, sanggup ke dataran pahlawan semata2 ice cream sundae cone mcD...
hahahaha, giler rules!!.

xsangka melaka sangat enjoy waktu malam...
for the boys!.yeaahh, we dun care at all about u guys...
such a pathetic...pix will upload soon since saya pinjam lappy tiya abdul...
lappy saye sudah mula buat perangai....
alahai...

btw, disaat2 saya sedang seronok mesti D mula mencari saya...
punch card kate mereka....felo!.jangan denda saye tau....

it's over?

hey blog!.miss ya :)

sorry lorr..kinda busy la with this semester's subject...

quite tough coz most of 'em are theory...

huhu...im sad :( start to think that this relationship comes to an end...after 7 months?.aiyaa...

what happen to us?.i don't know...

everything's a issue right now...

he said that just be normal...means we're just like a friend...

but the relationship's still exist...that's what he said...

i kinda confuse...what he wants?.ohh..i try not to be jealous with his friends especially the girls...maybe i'm not but the things' his 'girlfriends' try to mess with me...hate that much...

of course la he did not notice bout it, i can't tell him...

it's a girl thing right?.but if she wants him, she can have it...

i don't any problem with that but the fact is HE DON'T WANT YOU LA!!

aiyaa...i don't give a damn la, that's all!.

tomorrow, of course it's a good day for both of you...

work in a group...spend time together...

guess what?.im gonna BEAT u guys!!..dat's my promise...

im gonna make sure all your works just a mess to me...

im done!

pangkor day 2 pictures!!

pangkor day 2

sorry kinda late to write what happens in pangkor...
busy with da freshie.....ngee~

2nd day la everything's happen...
we planned to did some activities with da cheapest price....
alhamdulillah dapat gak tempat yang offer harga murah....
boat trip- rm30
snorkelling- rm5
jetski- rm 15
....believe it...satisfaction guarantee...

my snorkelling's instructor name asri :)
pure pangkorian....muka ala2 mukhsin...dat's wat i told aida....
aida's snorkelling instructor name rahim....
hahaha...spend time with 4 of us....
from boat trip-snorkelling-jetski-had a quality time in coral island....
mandi sampai burn muka tahap pertama....enjoy :)
from 11.30 to 1.30 pm kami berjemur di pangkor beach....

dah lapar baru nak sedar diri balik bilik....senyum sampai ke telinga kami ne...
rasa macam tak nak balik....
one of the lackness in this trip was the food stall close all the time....
from breakfast til dinner.....u can imagine right??..
nasib la mini market tuh bukak....kalau x....alahai....

petang sikit asri and rahim invite us pusing2 pulau naik motor...
kami baru la nak larik p pekan sebab lapar sangat...
fikir holiday punya pasal....JOM aje!!!..ahahhaha....
dah habis pusing2 pulau...kami pon tengok sunset....
gila sweet :) nasib pergi dengan aida....
kalau honeymoon confirm la.........
ngeee~ seriously ramai yang couple honeymoon kat situ....

malam..ikan bakar time!!!...
kami pilih ikan pari :) sedap + pedas....
harga rm29...
pendek kata bajet tak besar mane pon...
seriously best....nanti saya upload pix hari ke-2 yer...tunggu........

chow~

ohh..pangkor pix :)

ohh..pangkor :)

seriously unexpected thing happen....

ayuni's mom last minute tak bagi dia join trip ne...alahai...

everything dah settle...

booking hotel, survey ticket bus....everything...

just tunggu tarikh je...

so, aida and me decide nak pergi 2 orang je...

since duit bank-in reservation hotel tak boleh refund balik...

21st june 2010: 9 pagi dah bertolak menuju ke bukit jalil...thanks to abah hantar kami dan bagi tips for be careful bila dah sampai :) bus kami pukul 10.30 pagi, tunggu dalam half an hour hour la sebab sampai awal sikit. bus transnasional ke lumut quite tak ramai orang langsung. so, kitorang tak kisah langsung asalkan tak salah bus and sampai ke destinasi sudah. bus stop kat hentian duta ambil orang lagi and baru masuk highway. after 5 hours duduk je dalam bus, which kitorang langsung tak tidor sebab excited sangat..hehehe..sampai je kat hentian jeti raja muda musa, guess what?..HUJAN!!!!!..sangat lebat...duh!!!..macam mane beach leh hujan ne!!!..we stuck at food court near to the jeti. after one hour, hujan pon berhenti, alhamdulillah. kitorang meneruskan perjalanan ke jeti and sekali lagi unexpected thing happen. kami tak tahu nak beli ferry's ticket kat mane, pendek kate sampai terlepas la feri...hehehe...4.30 petang baru naik ferry and after half an hour baru sampai pulau pangkor...lepas check-in kat pangkor bay view resort, letak beg, tukar baju to swimming suit, kami terjun POOL..hahaha...penat+lapar langsung tak fikir pasal makanan sebab almost dinner kan...lepas maghrib, kami pon carik la makan but then kami sedih sangat2 sebab semua gerai tutop sebab baru lepas cuti sekolah kan so dorang pon nak rest jugak...but still DUHH!!!..lapar ne!!..walaupon ade 1 gerai yg bukak, kena jalan 10 minit from our chalet, it's worth coz kami order nasik+tomyam+telor dadar :)

sambung nanti la for 2nd and 3rd day nye story..pinjam laptop D ne..die sibok nak bace :) will upload a few pix k?..

us in RIAU 2010..

holiday...yeepiee....

just start my holiday last week...hehe..

what to do also dunno coz i can't proceed my license..

my 'L' is expired!!..suddenly...2 years ka??..aiyaa..

haha..my ucuk in taiping, happy working syg!!..

sorry coz lurve to argue with you and said dat u curang wit me..

im sure u're not...hahaha..i did that coz i miss you...

when u told me that u missed me, im happy :)

hehe...ucukk, we already 4months and 3 days la..sweet ;)

i hope this post xsampai ke telinga mama la..

haha, we're planning to have our vacation to pangkor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

haha..wat a trip!!..for the first time, mama and abah bg!!..yeaay!!..

yg confirm green light pergi are ayuni, aida and me!!..hahaha..

sgt2 excited..everything dah plan!!..

just tunggu the day...hahaha...

mean time, nak spend time kat umah and lepaking puas2!!!!..

bcoz on 28th june 2010, trip to langkawi plak..

and going back to malacca on 2nd july 2010...

ermm..kejap je cuti!!!..ok la, janji cuti kan!?!..haha

chow!!

manje n D...

2 and half months...me n him so far...

quite lovely and steady...

really2 love him that i cant describe with words...

both of us went to genting to celebrate mama and abah's anniversary...

memorable weekend ever with him...

i've learned that our relationship are strong...both of us will survive this relationship...

but then, we've been tested with him had a chicken-pox on our way to malacca...

monday, which is yesterday, he go back to taiping, perak...

OMG!!..u can't imagine what happened to me!!..

im lost coz he will not be with me on my birthday which is this friday!!!..

i cant believe it!!..i really2 hope that he'll be here...

today, i've made a photo collage me and him's pix...

beautiful pix that i created only for us...i don't know what happened to me!!..

really damn miss him for 14 days!!!...

i cried in the middle of night...thought he'll leaving me..

it just that i feel lonely...i am...

without him in college really2 make me feel invisible...

whatever it is...i really2 hope that he get well soon and he'll be here in front of me a.s.a.p...

D, i really2 love you and please get well soon syg...

manje waiting you here...

trip to riau ;)

it'll be a rest moment for me...
need to go to tanjung pinang, riau, indonesia...
for a community service...
4days 3night...wat a great week for me...
and i really hope that it'll be a safest time to visit....
hopefully nothing happen when we did our program...aminnn...

mail and me take part...at first, i'm not in the mood to join the programme...
dunno y??..really2 damn lazy to pack my bags...hee...
but then, i have too...
can't wait to travel outside Malaysia with my ucuk :)
hehehe...

mail and me..quite okay...1month and a half...
ok la tuh...gaduh baik, gaduh baik...
sometimes im not in the mood to talk about it..
i can't stand if we had a fight...im the one who suffered it alone...
i love him...only if he knows about it...
im sure he did...

my college's life getting better with everyone...
they face the fact that i'm not single and try to move on their life...
hahhaha...hope u'll know what i'm talk about...
it's okay la...we can be friends....kan?..

neway, this week just like a small reunion for me...
we gathered back our classmate in standard 3 in subang...SK seafield...
abu zar, danial, intan, azureen, hakim etc....
miss them so much...everyone's growing up and i can't recognize them at all...
hello!!..what happen to me?!?!...
pressure for me to remember back those memories....
hopefully we can meet each other back and share our memories again...

i'm ready to start a new book soon...
next month would be my birthday!!!!..im 20!!!!..
OMG!!!..getting old and HOT like usual...hahaahha...
let's party!!!!...i want diz year birthday celebration's happening unusual way...
heeee...hope my ucuk will make a surprise for me :)

later on guys!!..
will update after i come back to Malaysia this Sunday....
pray for my safety k??..
luf ya ;)

two is better than one :)

hee..wat a happy ending for me..

feel the love around me..hopefully forever...

we officially declared on 30th January 2010...

between muhamad rashidi bin muhamad zainol and hazliza binti harun...

hee..at first we had so many problems and we try to solve it step by step...

and guess what!?.we did it..everything's back to normal...

i love him...thanks for every moment that we spend together...

thanks for make me happy again...

if i don't try, i won't happy like this...

i know what people think about us...but who's care?!..

as long as it didn't trap into your life...right!?..

whatever it takes..we'll try to be together...

and it's time for miracles...

i know it's time for us...

for how long it takes..we'll try...

ermm..that's all for me..

:)

pak MaiL..ermm..

2nd time secretly crush someone who i think it's impossible to be with him...

this time..he's accidentally close with me...i think we trust each other on keeping a secret...

but, like i said last month in my heart, i HATE to be man's best friend...it's enough for that moment, i said that because it's time for me to move on and find my love one...i need him to be with me..

but why him!?..and from his story i still believe we can't be together even though i always pray that i'm mistake about it...why i'm easily had a crush with a guy??..i need to know him..and sometimes i need him to know how i feel so that IF he wants to run away, he may run...i try to hide this feeling but somehow, it already shown up...i didn't ask this thing happen...why he didn't try to stop this?!..why he makes me feel special every time i met him?..i never had a conversation for 7 hours in the whole night!!!!..but he did it!!!!..but what happens if we can't be together??..is there any conversation between us?!?!..is hard for me if that happens!!..anyway, when i wrote this blog..he send me a good night's text...SEE!!.how can i handle it?..hope there will be a sunshine between us...i'll try my best and don't want to disappointed anymore...

what ever he is...i like the way he are!!!..as long as he is ... ....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!