two is better than one :)

hee..wat a happy ending for me..

feel the love around me..hopefully forever...

we officially declared on 30th January 2010...

between muhamad rashidi bin muhamad zainol and hazliza binti harun...

hee..at first we had so many problems and we try to solve it step by step...

and guess what!?.we did it..everything's back to normal...

i love him...thanks for every moment that we spend together...

thanks for make me happy again...

if i don't try, i won't happy like this...

i know what people think about us...but who's care?!..

as long as it didn't trap into your life...right!?..

whatever it takes..we'll try to be together...

and it's time for miracles...

i know it's time for us...

for how long it takes..we'll try...

ermm..that's all for me..

:)

pak MaiL..ermm..

2nd time secretly crush someone who i think it's impossible to be with him...

this time..he's accidentally close with me...i think we trust each other on keeping a secret...

but, like i said last month in my heart, i HATE to be man's best friend...it's enough for that moment, i said that because it's time for me to move on and find my love one...i need him to be with me..

but why him!?..and from his story i still believe we can't be together even though i always pray that i'm mistake about it...why i'm easily had a crush with a guy??..i need to know him..and sometimes i need him to know how i feel so that IF he wants to run away, he may run...i try to hide this feeling but somehow, it already shown up...i didn't ask this thing happen...why he didn't try to stop this?!..why he makes me feel special every time i met him?..i never had a conversation for 7 hours in the whole night!!!!..but he did it!!!!..but what happens if we can't be together??..is there any conversation between us?!?!..is hard for me if that happens!!..anyway, when i wrote this blog..he send me a good night's text...SEE!!.how can i handle it?..hope there will be a sunshine between us...i'll try my best and don't want to disappointed anymore...

what ever he is...i like the way he are!!!..as long as he is ... ....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my adam!

suddenly i'm so obsessed with him!..

yes!.him my adam lambert!!!!..i know his gay..so what!?..he's sing like a real singer...

100% true about his voice...his hot!!..but one question pop out in my head..why his gay!?..

hahaha...hope that people will accept him the way his are...come on la..no body's perfect!!..

aiyaa..whatever happen to him during American Music Awards (AMA 2009) should be forget and move on...he tryin' to be a entertainer...

don't know why suddenly my heart beats fast when i see his cute face!!..with his black hair and nail done not forgetting his eyes!!..i adore him!!..OMGUCCI!!!..hahahha...

top this blog is his pix where every time i see it i can't blink my eyes!!

this is his video clip for his song, for your entertainment!!

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green...

last week i had a chance to join program titian kasih KPM AM 2009...

quite exotic and enjoyable weekends to spend for me...

since i'm da one of AJK in dat programme...i grab this oppurtunity to have 'keluarga angkat'...

thanks to en. mohd nor's family....cause choose me, ain and tia as their 'children'...

3 days i spend time with them...their kids are lovely...

of course i'll never forget their smile forever....

akmal and amira...u guys the best....

not forgetting their sisters....(not so sure their name la)...

when the programmes end...i feel so sad and i feel like i dont want to go home....

but i felt something when i look to ayah and ibu's face...i think they hope we'll not forget them...

of course we wont forget them...they are so special...

i plan something to make them happy when they think about us...

i thought to give them a photo album contain our pictures from the day 1 the programme start and the last day we spend there....

for your information...they house not really far from our college actually...

just a few feets from our college....

hahaha...so..it's not impossible to meet them again...

eventhough the programmes also had a sucks part..i just ignore it...serious..

i really hope that our relationship with ayah and ibu...not just end like that...

and hope that this programme will continue and the fun part never end just like that....

so...guys...seems like my final exam around the corner...

i will continue my blogs after my final exam come to end...

i'll miss you like crazy and hope something miracle happen to me...

yeaks!!!

misshh you...

admire!

yeahh..finally i'm interested in someone!!!..

wat a embarass moment for me coz it' just a crush...

as usual, that guy didn't know that i admire him...

but why him!?..i don't know...to soon to realize it...

after a 'long' week for this week...

i can feel a positive energy just after my costing paper were passed up!!..

OMG!!..why i have to suffered those things!?..it's tired!!..

alhamdulillah i can get through this week without any mistake!!..

what a best moment for me when everyone of us struggle to survive!!!..

hahaha..it's fun though our mind just like phewww....

then i decided not to go home this week....

why!?..yes!!..because i've plan with my buddies...

i was invited to go for a picnic in sagil, somewhere in muar....

since i bring along my nikon cam, of course i want to capture some pix...

but he not follow us since we just drive kancil to sagil...

fuhhh..thanks god he not with me..after all, i just look at him all the way to sagil...

haza..haza..haza...

after the election day, i heard a rumour that i was the 2nd highest for the girls...

of course i'm not expected to win since these things about political issue in college's life!!!

wow!!..i'm so famous now!!..(prasan)...

hahaha..

lastly, to my new admirer!!!

i just had a crush on you!!!..congratulations!!!..hahaha

yeahh i know you got someone but who cares!?...

me!?.hmm..no way...welcome to my life and i'll try my best just to smile at you....

since i know a lil bit about yourself!!!..don't notice me!!..haha..

spend time with you in s.i was the memorable feelings coz i just realize you!!!..

daaa~

muuaaahhhxx!!!

raya..

yellow..selamat hari raya aidilfitri...
puasa dah selesai sebulan..raya la pulak kan...
ape2 pon..diz year raya dah tak meriah macam dulu...
maybe too old for this...it's okay la...
as long as everyone happy...

semalam had a fight with abg irman...
he promised us to go raya at 2 p.m...
but then we waited him until 5 p.m...
i've changed my baju kurung 2 times...
i'm sick being waiting like 3 hours and do nothing!!!...
aiyaa..wat la my bro nie....
then we went to kak sara's house and still not talking to each other!!!!!

and i realise that i want to hang out somewhere...
i ask kak iena to hang out somewhere...
we planned to lepak..but then we know that my bro also bosan kan...
then we planned to watch movie...
guess what?!..we watched momok the movie!!!
in pavilion!!!...hahahahaha

and today...
dun know what to do...
mama!!!..come home now!!!
mati akal tau...
tak tau nak wat ape!!!...
rugi giler x ikot mama g kedah...
kalau tak mesti banyak giler gambar adik capture!!!!

suddenly aku rase cam my future bf somewhere...
maybe soon...
hahahaha....
just watched ps. i love you...
so0ooo0ooo lovely!!!
why i can't have my own lovestory!!?!?...

welcome to my family nikon d3000 (20092009) and nikon s560..
i always love you and always be my baby!!!

ok la..
that's all...

run the show

wat show?!..
not so sure...raya nak dekat dah...
tapi aku tak tahu nape raya nie macam tak bersemangat dah...
bukan langsung tak bersemangat..tapi kurang bersemangat...

anyway, aku gila baca novel sekarang nie...
nicholas sparks..dah beli 3 novels dia...
a walk to remember, a bend in the road and message in a bottle...
rase cam berbaloi giler...semua nyer love story yang sangat best...
kalau lah my life macam dalam novel tuh, memang terbaik la...
lepas nie plan nak beli novel, the rescue- nicholas sparks gak...
addicted giler dengan love story sekarang nie...

since online kat ayer molek nie macam sengal sikit...
terpaksa lah aku update kan blog nie haa...
bosan giler...3 jam baru dapat bukak facebook kot..
aduyai...this week, memang pack giler schedule quiz and test aku...
monday- english speech and macroeconomics test...
tuesday- pengajian islam test...
thursday- cost accounting quiz..
saturday- UBS accounting test...
giler kentang la...
sebab tuh aku wat decision yang aku akan balik raya nanti jer...
this three weeks biar la aku dok kat ayer molek nie haa...

enough about study..lately aku banyak fikir about someone...
someone yang tak patut sangat aku fikir...
sampai terbawak dalam mimpi kot...
aduhhsshhh..asal lah aku nie kan?..
but maybe it's just me yang exotic kan...
pape pon hopefully he understand how i felt...
try to make him understand but dunno how...
maybe it's too little too late kot...

anyway, happy fasting to all muslims out there...
and selamat hari raya aidilfitri so0n...

chow...
XOXO