tracks of my tears..

just for adam lambert himself...suddenly i love him more than everyone love him!!!..why??..hahaha..it's funny!!!..well, stop talking about lambert...hahaha...well, tomorrow i'll traveling to malacca!!..for a reason actually..i've to attend a camp in kulim, kedah...and guess what!?..i have no friends!!!..and i can't wait it comes to an end!!!..OMG!!.what is happening to me!?!?..i just want to go to genting and spend my time with my coolest friends ever!!..ayuni, aida, miexa and probably emma will join us trip to genting!!!..i just want to hang out and laugh with the girls!!!..enough sitting at home and watch the kids do everything!!!..i'm mess enough do nothing where i can do something fun!!!..if you get a message here, good!..my brain stuck somewhere and need a pump to throw all out the waste!!..fuhhh, it's long enough i keep this in my mind...huu, and hopefully my journey to kedah will rest my mind and i just think it's part of my holiday..don't want to think what will happen in kedah..i'll do nothing just relax...enough about that...next, it's about afiq!..hahaha..things go well with him...it takes a year to get him attention...suddenly this semester break make my holiday worth...he told me that he adore me and kinda had a crush on me!!..it's sweet..sometimes i wish he is my adam lambert but it's possible for him to be GAY!!!..hahaha..jux joke!..i just hope that things go well and i'm happy what i am doing now...noad, of course i miss him..he far far away from me...but he keep calls me when there is a game...good things la..at least he's not silent himself..than i'll be worrried!!...OMG!!..tomorrow is a tired day for me!!!..it's time for miracles and i'll write again for your entertainment!!!..( i knew it)

my adam!

suddenly i'm so obsessed with him!..

yes!.him my adam lambert!!!!..i know his gay..so what!?..he's sing like a real singer...

100% true about his voice...his hot!!..but one question pop out in my head..why his gay!?..

hahaha...hope that people will accept him the way his are...come on la..no body's perfect!!..

aiyaa..whatever happen to him during American Music Awards (AMA 2009) should be forget and move on...he tryin' to be a entertainer...

don't know why suddenly my heart beats fast when i see his cute face!!..with his black hair and nail done not forgetting his eyes!!..i adore him!!..OMGUCCI!!!..hahahha...

top this blog is his pix where every time i see it i can't blink my eyes!!

this is his video clip for his song, for your entertainment!!

(=

sugar!

long time i didn't spend time write anything here...
quite busy with my new life...
everyday's my new life...
on my own..

i have my new family...family angkat in malacca...
haha..very sweet and lovely...
i'm gonna miss them since i just start my semester break here...
but i'm not alone...i'm with ain and tiya...sharing...

my final exam..so far quite good..and hopefully my GPA will increase...
since i'm one of the student representative council...
waahh..poyo..but it's my responsible...
hope i did the best for next year...

friendship in college so sux!
everythings went wrong and nothing is right...
yeah..yeah...i'm a bitch..so what!?..
at least i'm not hypocrite like you guys...
so pathetic living with those lies...

i can't friend with tiya coz her roomate's jealous with me!
haha..can't believe it..
and i can't be with anybody coz everyone thinks i will change them!..
think twice guys!..
i just try to be myself and i am not hypocrite..that's all..
i'm here in malacca not to search my BFF!
i already have one!..
i came here to study and be the best..
i didn't destroy anyone life before...
so loser..

i'll prove to them that i am right..
it's okay to be gedik like paris hilton as long as you be yourself...
haha...
after i watched pisau cukur movie..it's inspired me 20%...
hahaha...gedik is good..
watsoever!

daa..

green...

last week i had a chance to join program titian kasih KPM AM 2009...

quite exotic and enjoyable weekends to spend for me...

since i'm da one of AJK in dat programme...i grab this oppurtunity to have 'keluarga angkat'...

thanks to en. mohd nor's family....cause choose me, ain and tia as their 'children'...

3 days i spend time with them...their kids are lovely...

of course i'll never forget their smile forever....

akmal and amira...u guys the best....

not forgetting their sisters....(not so sure their name la)...

when the programmes end...i feel so sad and i feel like i dont want to go home....

but i felt something when i look to ayah and ibu's face...i think they hope we'll not forget them...

of course we wont forget them...they are so special...

i plan something to make them happy when they think about us...

i thought to give them a photo album contain our pictures from the day 1 the programme start and the last day we spend there....

for your information...they house not really far from our college actually...

just a few feets from our college....

hahaha...so..it's not impossible to meet them again...

eventhough the programmes also had a sucks part..i just ignore it...serious..

i really hope that our relationship with ayah and ibu...not just end like that...

and hope that this programme will continue and the fun part never end just like that....

so...guys...seems like my final exam around the corner...

i will continue my blogs after my final exam come to end...

i'll miss you like crazy and hope something miracle happen to me...

yeaks!!!

misshh you...

amazon...

wwaaahhhh...what a long week la wehhh...
greatful coz finally last week i went back to gombak....
and spend times wit da girls were great...
first time i bought something at ROMP...
mwahahahaha...at last i affordable to buy something....
hehehe...naughty me!!

u know what!?..last night, i dreamed something exotic!!!!....
i'm in a race to win a mini cooper in ROME!!!..OMG!
play exactly like amazing race...but the clue like sux!!!..
i almost give up in that race but suddenly i found the 1st runner up to win the car dead in one silent room with the last clue.....
OMG!!!..this is my last chance to win that car!!!
of course i got it!!!!...

weird dreamed but sometimes i smile myself coz i always hope it is true...
mwahahahaha....this week, i will go to the program titian kasih...
and i'll be the photographer during the program....

guess what!?!?..i failed in test 3 macroeconomics!!!..
first time in my life!!!...so i post it here only!!!!...
of coz i'll try to re-sit back the paper...
and for costing...i'm the highest carry mark....so far...
am i so naughty in study!!!?...what la wehhh.....

bebe!!
mmuuaaahhhxx!!!

me..

tomorrow i'm going back to gombak...
at lasttttt..miss everyone so much!!!...
don't know why suddenly i miss everyone like *&&%%^$....
hahahaha...

last monday, was a tired monday for me...
at 4.30 a.m. suddenly i felt sick and can't sleep til da morning....
i vomitted and had a diarrhoea...quite serious...
i can't wake up...i had a fever on the same day...
i google and find out my symptoms is actually a normal disease called 'stomach flu'...
macam comel pulak bunyi nyer....

i asked noad buy me a bottle of 100+....
i asked afiq to buy a KFC Xmeal ..(amik kesempatan)
so comel...

whatever it is...
tomorrow i'm coming home..
(=

saturday...

da best saturday ever...

spend time with my friends somewhere in tangkak...

one hour journey quite long but fun!!

at first i just know this place name, sagil...

but when we arrived i suddenly shock when the place's name actually, hutan lipur gunung ledang...

waaahhh..this is what i called Adventurous...hahaha...

with no food to eat...we just bought nasik lemak cost rm4!!!..

expensive la kot...agak2 la..

we walked almost half an hour, i almost give up since i'm not eat anything from breakfast...

when we find a good spot, me and him had eaten our nasik lemak....

and my other 2 friends can't wait for getting wet...

we spend 3hours in the water...and half an hour for photoshoot...

quite exotic...just like holiday for me...

but i hide this vacation from everyone...

it's not that i don't want to tell them where i'm going...

it just that...i need to hide it...they won't understand me...

to AIN FATIHAH, NURATHIYAH and NOAd...

sorry hiding this stuff..i'm not ready to share this with you...

if you guys pissed off or real mad with me..i'm sorry...

hope you guys understand it one day why i'm doing this...

here are some pictures...

dat's all..

admire!

yeahh..finally i'm interested in someone!!!..

wat a embarass moment for me coz it' just a crush...

as usual, that guy didn't know that i admire him...

but why him!?..i don't know...to soon to realize it...

after a 'long' week for this week...

i can feel a positive energy just after my costing paper were passed up!!..

OMG!!..why i have to suffered those things!?..it's tired!!..

alhamdulillah i can get through this week without any mistake!!..

what a best moment for me when everyone of us struggle to survive!!!..

hahaha..it's fun though our mind just like phewww....

then i decided not to go home this week....

why!?..yes!!..because i've plan with my buddies...

i was invited to go for a picnic in sagil, somewhere in muar....

since i bring along my nikon cam, of course i want to capture some pix...

but he not follow us since we just drive kancil to sagil...

fuhhh..thanks god he not with me..after all, i just look at him all the way to sagil...

haza..haza..haza...

after the election day, i heard a rumour that i was the 2nd highest for the girls...

of course i'm not expected to win since these things about political issue in college's life!!!

wow!!..i'm so famous now!!..(prasan)...

hahaha..

lastly, to my new admirer!!!

i just had a crush on you!!!..congratulations!!!..hahaha

yeahh i know you got someone but who cares!?...

me!?.hmm..no way...welcome to my life and i'll try my best just to smile at you....

since i know a lil bit about yourself!!!..don't notice me!!..haha..

spend time with you in s.i was the memorable feelings coz i just realize you!!!..

daaa~

muuaaahhhxx!!!

MALAY....

hahaha...what a great week for me!?..superb!!!
thanks ALLAH i'm happy back again and get my life back!!!..
it's that agood start for me!?..hahaha..i guess so...
thats what i've to say what happen to me!!!!!..

first, i'll be runing for the MPP position which is i'm not obsessed about it...
and guess what!!?..i can't believe that last friday, i give my manifesto...
but i did not said sweet talk lorr..i know i can't do that...
i just said like issues that happen around us...
i think thats better...thanks to abg akmal and ain...
but 'thanks' to tiya coz she help me soo0oo much...
i don't know what the return she need...
quite confusing when my own campaign manager didn't help me much!!!!..
and that's one of the reason i need to say good-bye for MPP position...

second, what happening to me after came back from Seri Iskandar, perak!!??..
besides my skin getting dark!!!!..i think i admire someone that i can't allowed with...
yess now i thought he only my friends...but sometimes when it comes to my heart, it's change a lil bit...after all, i need to fight with my fren and i hate that much!!!..why this thing still happen to me!?!?!..can it just be fair and square!?!?!..of course i need some guy who i can call my BOYFRIEND!!!..i need that title at least i end-up my single status!!!...

third, what am i still doing in KPMAM!?!?..am i a student in accountancy!?!!?..i don't think so!!..
hahahaha...yeaahhh, it sounds rude!!!..some how, i need to be free lah..i love my life now!!!..can everyone see that or you guys just jealous about me!?!?..it's okay..i don't give a damn about it...
next week, are the hardest week ever i will be lorrr..it's not that i have to be someone else (skema) i have to sit for quizes and test!!!!!!!..and i'm not prepare anything!!!..i can't believe it..and i still online and typing for this blog!!!..i'm tired and i don't bother about it...thats cool...
hahaha..this is just not me...

need some sleep...!!!..
luf ya!!

home..

no better place than our own home....
its been two weeks i think about home...
but i need to be here...
after travelled to seri iskandar, perak for kasukma '09...
i need to focus on these two important things...
which is my quizes and test and also i'm running for MPP...

its just a luck for me running for that position...
im not that dying to be the MPP..
first i thought just for fun, when i need to give a talk this friday...
suddenly i realised that, i NEED to be serious...so damn serious...
i dont need your vote actually...i need to be normal again..thats all...

i know how burden it be to hold this position...
i'm interested in photography actually...not into political issue...
i dont deserve this...but somehow, i need to find a way how t escape it...
but of course i dont want to embarrass myself then...
if only i know how to survive this things....

my heart and soul in my house and i already locked it...
so, everyone can't find me...i need that...
i need a break...i want things be normal and happy again...
i need a sleep...so that i can be energetic again..haha..
i need a talk..so that it can makes me smile..
i need a scene..so that i can find someone...
there are thing that i need so much...
but i know..i can't get that in this time...

give me a break k!?..

tsunami

that's right..
maybe it's a lesson to me...
i've dreamed about tsunami like a dozen times...
its scared me so much...
sometimes i feel like it's happen...
OMG!!..
what happen to me!??!..

lets change the subject...
tomorrow i've a trip to sri iskandar, perak...
i have a bowling tournament...
my team's man are arep jubly (my classmate) and lau ( afiq's friend)....
hahaha...what a good team!!!!...good to go...

i've a new family member...
his name is NIKON D3000...
i just bought it on the first day of raya (20/09/2009)...
i love 'em so0ooo much...
hehehe...i just capture 300 pix...
another 900 to go...
hahaha...

that's all happen in my life so far...
but not all la...something must be a secret right!!?..

k..
chow!!

raya..

yellow..selamat hari raya aidilfitri...
puasa dah selesai sebulan..raya la pulak kan...
ape2 pon..diz year raya dah tak meriah macam dulu...
maybe too old for this...it's okay la...
as long as everyone happy...

semalam had a fight with abg irman...
he promised us to go raya at 2 p.m...
but then we waited him until 5 p.m...
i've changed my baju kurung 2 times...
i'm sick being waiting like 3 hours and do nothing!!!...
aiyaa..wat la my bro nie....
then we went to kak sara's house and still not talking to each other!!!!!

and i realise that i want to hang out somewhere...
i ask kak iena to hang out somewhere...
we planned to lepak..but then we know that my bro also bosan kan...
then we planned to watch movie...
guess what?!..we watched momok the movie!!!
in pavilion!!!...hahahahaha

and today...
dun know what to do...
mama!!!..come home now!!!
mati akal tau...
tak tau nak wat ape!!!...
rugi giler x ikot mama g kedah...
kalau tak mesti banyak giler gambar adik capture!!!!

suddenly aku rase cam my future bf somewhere...
maybe soon...
hahahaha....
just watched ps. i love you...
so0ooo0ooo lovely!!!
why i can't have my own lovestory!!?!?...

welcome to my family nikon d3000 (20092009) and nikon s560..
i always love you and always be my baby!!!

ok la..
that's all...

festive season..

raya..raya..raya...
ahad nie jer raya...memang kejap jer pose rasenyerr...
biase la org pompuan kan...
hahaha...

neway, mase bulan ramadhan banyak dugaan yang sebenarnyer kite tempuh...
like myself...after what had happened between my roomate and my friend, afiq...
the third dugaan happened to me is...just end up relationship between me and ash...
7 years of friendship didn't seem well to us...bak kata orang, xde sefahaman...
well...i know it's not so appropriate to end-up relationship during ramadhan season...
but what can i say, it's already happened...

it's okay..still have aida and ayuni...
i love them so much...thanks to my sis..she's da best and of course i luf her too...
they understand me so much...
that's what i need at this moment...
this year raya didn't seem enjoy to me...
don't know why...

our last ramadhan at ayer molek quite happening today...
we buka puasa together..it just like a small gathering...
i still remember, our last 'gathering' in last semester...
and today..after we played bowling for two games...
i strike for three times..seriously..i'm good...
hahahaha....
we eat together near perigi hang tuah but then i can't find any perigi...
why!?!?...where exactly the location!?!..
haiyaaa....

maybe tomorrow i'll show some pix that i captured before my camera's battery suddenly empty...
tomorrow..i'll leave malacca for a week and go back home to celebrate raya...
yippppie..holiday again...
hahaha...can't wait for the raya celebration!!!..
rendang..lemang...biscuits!!!..
cool..

that's all for today...
update saturday k!?!?...
adios amigos!!!

(=

war...

sorry for everything...
quite lame x show up...
kinda busy with college stuff and roomate stuff...
i know its kinda rude when i post "i hate my rumate so much" in FB...
i'm sorry but that's what i felt lately...

last night, was the war-est ever...
my rumate had a fight with his bestfriend...
they even punched each other face kot...
kinda hurt but not serious-ly injured...

today, we had a test and quiz for commercial law...
after the fight-ing session, my rumate didn't even study...
i slept almost 2 a.m...and guess what!?..
she didn't take the test and quiz!!!!..with the simple reason...
she's been cry for the whole day and she's tired....

i jux hate with those things...
it's not that i don't want to help her...but then, i'm stuck!!!..
i've my own job and i deserve to study in silent mode...
not like her, talked on the phone like 3-4 hours in one time!!!..
sometimes i wondering how she got a lot of money to top up?!?!...

its not just my rumate that related to this war!!!...
i had a big fight wit afiq...kinda ridiculous with the argument but then...
it's enough for me to take the risk...
it looks like he already have a new bestfriend!!...
congrats afiq!!!..thanks for break my heart..again!!!

i'm alone now...but that doesn't mean that i'm sad...
sorry...
it's good to be single again...haha...
hate to fight a %$^&^ things!!!..

it's good to be in a good track of my life!!!

run the show

wat show?!..
not so sure...raya nak dekat dah...
tapi aku tak tahu nape raya nie macam tak bersemangat dah...
bukan langsung tak bersemangat..tapi kurang bersemangat...

anyway, aku gila baca novel sekarang nie...
nicholas sparks..dah beli 3 novels dia...
a walk to remember, a bend in the road and message in a bottle...
rase cam berbaloi giler...semua nyer love story yang sangat best...
kalau lah my life macam dalam novel tuh, memang terbaik la...
lepas nie plan nak beli novel, the rescue- nicholas sparks gak...
addicted giler dengan love story sekarang nie...

since online kat ayer molek nie macam sengal sikit...
terpaksa lah aku update kan blog nie haa...
bosan giler...3 jam baru dapat bukak facebook kot..
aduyai...this week, memang pack giler schedule quiz and test aku...
monday- english speech and macroeconomics test...
tuesday- pengajian islam test...
thursday- cost accounting quiz..
saturday- UBS accounting test...
giler kentang la...
sebab tuh aku wat decision yang aku akan balik raya nanti jer...
this three weeks biar la aku dok kat ayer molek nie haa...

enough about study..lately aku banyak fikir about someone...
someone yang tak patut sangat aku fikir...
sampai terbawak dalam mimpi kot...
aduhhsshhh..asal lah aku nie kan?..
but maybe it's just me yang exotic kan...
pape pon hopefully he understand how i felt...
try to make him understand but dunno how...
maybe it's too little too late kot...

anyway, happy fasting to all muslims out there...
and selamat hari raya aidilfitri so0n...

chow...
XOXO

a bend in the road

what a sweet and lovely novel....

i bought it 7 years ago but just finish it last week...

hahaha...i don't remember about that novel actually until i unpacked my stuff....

i thought about a walk to remember also....

when i read it, i imagined everything...

the characters, the environment, the situation and also the feelings....

i think i want to collect all nicholas sparks novels...

since it's quite good and i love 'em so much....

i need it right now...

i need to feel the love again....

hmm...

i'm still alone and getting sad if i think about everything....

why this thing happen to me?!...

i'm obsessed with the novels..

and sometimes i wish it happen to me..

but it's impossible...

i should get some sleep...

i shoule rest my mind...

maybe when i wake up everything could change....

hopefully...

fasting...

happy fasting to all muslims...
ramadhan al-mubarak datang lagi...
makin lama..makin rindu pulak kat sumer perkara...
teringat kenangan masa zaman muda2...
serious-ly...tak tipu..
rase macam dah lama tinggalkan zaman budak2...
padahal aku baru 19 la kot...

at last aku berani hantar sms kat ayah terry...
rindu giler...tak balas pon takpe janji aku hantar...
tapi..balas gak ayah dier...
sangat terharu...siap jemput rumah lagi raya nie...
ayat die macam nie la...
"terima kasih pak cik dan mak pun ucapkan selamat menyambut ramadhan dan sihat di samping keluarga selalulah datang ke rumah d hari raya nanti..assalamualaikum"...
so touching and lovely...
i miss him badly man...
tak pernah aku lost contact dengan dier camnie lama nya...

alahai...aku selalu doa untuk dia...
dengan harapan dia aman kat sane...
hmm...
walau macam mane pon aku hadapi masalah...
arwah tetap aku pikir kan sebab die tempat aku luahkan masalah...

biarla...aku pon dah janji nak move on kan...
aku try...terry, i'll try my best for you...
ape2 pon sempena bulan ramadhan al-mubarak nie...
aku harapkan sesuatu yang indah bakal menjelma...
aminnn....
dengan keizinan ALLAH....

k r..
nak sahur esk...

backstabber..

holiday..holiday..holiday...
this week i'll be home for mid-sem break...
really excited sebab that's the only way i can watch football...
hahaha...
lagipon kan dah nak puasa...
boleh la makan nenek punya ayam goreng sampai kenyang....

i'm free from any sickness this week...
at least so far la kan...
tapi assignment memang menimbun and kene lak submit minggu nie...
memang terbaik....

i thought i tak nak bagi tahu sesiapa pasal blog nie...
tapi tak pe la...lama2 t tahu gak kan...
huuu....

okay...
aku kene plan ape yang aku nak buat cuti nie...
takkan nak baby-sit lagi...
kene buat something wat exotic...
like shopping, bowling, and shooting...
huhu...shooting ape2 pon lah kan....
kene or erti kate lain...WAJIB...

aku sebenar nya takde nak luahkan so far...
sebab tengah online kat library dengan nyah nie...
tuh la yang saje je nak post kan...
sekarang aku ngah obses bace nicholas sparks "bend in the road"...
sangat2 best...tunggu dah habis baca nanti okay...

k r..
chow..

you...

...today it's all about you...

special kenduri for you...16/0gos/2009...

yes..muhammad zhafri bin shahrir a.k.a terry...

today, i will remember you and it's just not today....forever...

they will pray for you...

because it's almost three months you left us...

it's okay...ALLAH loves you more than we do...

you'll always be HIS angel right!?!...

your mom didn't know about this...

i guess it'll be our secret okay!?...

i will keep my promise to come to your house this year hari raya okay!?...

and of course i'll visit you dear....

i miss you badly....

you never missed to come to my house if there any kenduri...

but i guess, this year will never be the same again...

you are not here anymore...

besides, this kenduri special because it's for you....

wish you know and you were here....

almost 100 days right terry!?...

i always keep the memory that we shared....

i always love you..you know that right...

sometimes i wish that i can kiss you and touch your face for the last time...

and i'm so sorry i didn't invite our friends to come here...

i really hope that ayuni n aida could make it here...

but they can't...

it's okay right!?!?...

next year i'll make sure they come as usual ok?!..

i'm here....

wish you all da bless....

hope we can meet one day....

there's a lot things we need to share....

miss everything about you....

p/s: i love you...

dengue..

last thursday, 13th august 2009..
what a day...i suddenly sick and my temperature is 39.2 degree celcius?!!?...
i was like...OMG!!.i'm so dead today....
dah la aku ade tournament bowling that day...
saje je nak bagi aku out dari competition kan!?!?!....

mama and abah fetch me dat night jugak...
coz i totally out from myself....
but guess what!?!?...
da next day i'm okay!!!!!....

what happen to me lah?!?!?!...
i still remember a week before arwah passed away...
i fall sick like this....
highly fever and body-ache....

this is second time it happens to me....
i hate it so much la....
i have my own jobs...
i have my assignment to submit...
i have game to compete...
WTF la wehh....

i'm pissed off okay!?!?!?....
how dangerous malaysia nowadays!!!?!?..

k r
chow!!

DUTY

alahai...
so pathetic la this week...
i don't have any time to rest....
my schedule so pack!!...
nak makan pon kene rush tau...

first, i'm the president of media club...
and tomorrow i've to submit my first bulletin...
i'm was like...OMG!!!...
i don't think about that bulletin....

second, my roomate and one of my 'bestfriend' just broke up with their partner...
they like lost their world and always need someone to talk to...
and guess what again...it's gonna be ME..of course....
i'm a good listener but then, what about me!?..
that's the reason why i'm still single and still searching....

third, this sonntag!!...
ade kenduri doa selamat kat umah gombak....
of course i would be love to go home and 'help'....
but then, nak balik malacca would be a problem...
how am i supposed to go back in the night?!?!..
mama?!..abah?!?!...
of course dorang penat kan...

fourth, homework!!!...
okay..thanks madam normala and madam asnida....
lot of homework...
cool...semua kene submit on time....
assignment lagi..
what a cool college's life!!!!....
tak sabar nak kahwin!!!..hahaha...sssshhhh....

fifth, missing someone!!!...
i don't know why...these two days, i was like....
why i miss him badly!?!?...
him is actually...someone that not really exist...
think so la...coz if he really exist...
of course i will right here kan!?!?...

alahai...
banyak nyer kepenatan yang aku alami nie...

k r...
tido!!!

so sLow...

lembab nyerr....
i can't live without my internet's modem...
alhamdulillah....
walaupon slow motion...dapat gak tulis kat blog nie...
sangat2 rindu untuk menaip...hahaha...

neway,
gotah just break up with his gurl...
the situation quite tragic...
but i don't want to disturb people's story...
his gurl cheat on him...
he's kind and smart la kot....
pointer nak 3.5 above...

memang terbaik la...
it's not good for me...
eventhough he's single but he needs time to rehab...
rehab?!?!.heal la kot...
alamak aii...

watever it is...
aku dengan dia dah close...
like a bestfren...
macam sweet pulak....

ape pon...
lets the goosip continue the story k!?...
aku xnak taip panjang2..nanti kata syok sendiri pulak...
huu...exotic la...

k..
chow...

samstag!!..

aiyaa...bapak bosan wehh..
dah mati akal aku nak buat apa kat rumah nie....
asyik online jew...
ntah pape jew...
everyday aku sms ngan si gotah nie...
siap gaduh lagi haa...
aku bukan apa...dengan sape lagi aku nak mesej kalau bukan die...

pape pon dengar cerita nie...
hari rabu and khamis pagi ade game bola...
audi cup 2009...
club yang participate, boca juniors, manchester united, ac milan and of coz FC BAYERN...
mula2 FCB vs ac milan...guess what!??!..bayern menang 4-1 kot...
terbaik la..join final jumpa dengan man utd...
nie ibarat macheda vs LAHM la nie kan...
huahuahua....
final khamis pagi...2.40 a.m...
lahm top eleven...kiko tak pulak...
lawan punya lawan 90 minit..0-0 gak...
last2 penalty shoot-out...
BAYERN menang 7-6 penalty kick-out...
terbaik la...satu hari aku senyum kot...
baru nak jatuh hati kat macheda..tak jadi...
abg lahm lagi power...
hahahaha...

lepas tuh, semalam...
ade mamat giler yang bernama hazim zariff...
kacau hidup aku...kata uncle imran...
tapi dah macam ape dah...
well..aku x kahwin lagi dengan imran kot...
tak payah la kacau aku!!!...
poyo la...

k r..
take a nap jap...
-chow-

quarantine...

bosan nyer....
cuti mengejut sememang nya xkan menjadi plan kalau nak lepak keluar...
sebab nya...last minute plan memang akan cancel la...
lagi pon, aku nak duk umah la....
keluar je, bukan boleh rehat kan segala2 nya...
betul x!?...

tapi aku kesian dengan n0ad...
dah plan nak pergi main bowling...
tibe2 cuti mengejut h1n1 nie...
sume cancel...
hmm...ntah la...

ape pon, pagi tadi aku tengok game audi cup...
manchester united (2) vs boca juniors (1)...
fc bayern (4) vs ac milan (1)...
dua2 game terbaik dari ladang tebu....
pagi esok, manchester united vs FC Bayern...final kot..
fuhh...macam mimpi lak...
nie la detik2 yang aku and lahm tunggu...
walaupon x ada cristiano ronaldo...
tapi aku dah ade pengganti dier...
federico macheda a.k.a kiko...
fuhh....

ini la yang aku buat sepanjang kuarantin...
bosan tak bosan terpaksa la kan...
bertindak mengikut arahan...
huu...

k2..
chow...

h1n1....

hye again...

it looks like this week i will spend my time kat blog nie....

baru jumaat lepas balik, then, hari nie kolej lak kena shut down...

sebab die senang jew...

h1n1 attacked my college....

aiyaa...poyo la wehh...

memang la serious h1n1 nie tapi imagine la...

cuti kene ganti la kot...

alamak aii...

budak2 nie pon satu hal gak...

dah sakit dok la diam2...

aku nie meleleh je hingus...

tahan gak...

ek'eleh...manja giler...

spoil...

hahaha...

tak pasal2 aku kene adventure lak tadi kan...

aku lagi best...

berjangkit dengan nurathiyah abdul...

sangat senget...

hahaha...

nie ade pix yg sempat aku capture dengan monster yang telah menyebarkan penyakit aku nie...

amik nie...wawawawa...

k r....

chow...

Ladies night..

yer..yer...ladies night...
lebih kurang macam prom...

tetapi c0ver dengan panggilan 'malam kebudayaan'....

hahaha...sebab nya dapat tentangan dari pihak2 ustad....

no komen bout that....

so..aku decide dengan tiya abdul and ain fatihah...

untuk shopping for our 'prom'....

exotic jugak aku hari nie...

dah la dengan tak cukup tidur, homework banyak...

wawawa...nasib badan....

sampai jer kat mid..terus gerak kat pizza hut...

p kene pizza lerr...

mmg masyuk habis la...

sangap gak dengan pizza....

dari kul 3 ptg sampai la pukul 10 baru kami stop shopping...

tiya surrender kul 7:30 malam...

aku and ain meneruskan window shopping kami...

memang kaki aku menjerit sakit tapi aku buat bodoh sudah...

lek2 la kan...

mama bagi aku green lite untuk beli digital kamera baru es0k...

tapi aku serba salah la...

camcorder elok lagi...

aku nak kamera pon sebab aku pon giler tangkap gambar....

aku nak la ada gadget sendiri....

camcorder dulu tuh mama suruh pakai untuk family purpose sahaja...

tak pe la...aku decide untuk tak nak beli kamera...

sebab nya...ape2 pon biarla lepas kenduri arwah and doa' selamat...

hmm....hampa memang hampa...

tapi tak pe kan...

kalau dia dah jadi rezeki kita..x kemana...

k la...

sambung lagi 2 minggu...

out...

-chow-

asia t0ur 2009....

last nite...da greatest night ever...
first time tengok bola kat stadium...
manchester united vs malaysia team lak tuh...
terbaik la...

end of game..manchester united 3-2 malaysia....
aku join abg aku, kak sara tengok match tuh....
terbaik wehh...
first time aku rase puas menjerit...
lepas semua rasa geram aku....
hampir hilang suara gak la...
lagi2 bila macheda join the game kan...
fuhh...tak ley nak describe lorr....

he looks like bastian schweinsteiger....
so, sometimes i imagine fc bayern come to malaysia...
bila la nak jadi kenyataan benda tuh....
hopefully..so0n kan...

picture semalam aku akan upload nanti bila komputer aku sihat...
memandangkan aku dah jauh dari town
and jarang online....
agak payah aku nak story semua nya dalam blog nie....

ape p0n salam takziah untuk aunty ani and family....
pemergian uncle wan sangat terasa bagi semua orang...
19-07-2009....two months after my bestfriends passed away...
sangat rasa kehilangan orang yang kita sayang...
ape pon...semua yang hidup mesti pergi satu hari nanti....
bersedia la k?!...

chow...

malacca...oh...

alaaa...cuti dah nak habis kot...

memang dah nak habis pon, hari nie last...

esok subuh2 adam aku dah bertolak balik ke ayer molek, melaka....

eleh...macam la tak boleh balik kan!?..poyo...

tapi aku dah berazam..sem 3 nie aku nak stay selama mungkin kat hostel..

since my new roomate pon orang penang kan...wawa...yippie!!...

hahaha..excited lak dapat roomate baru yang dulu aku satu mentor dengan dier kan...

aku doa sangat sem 3 nie pointer aku pon naik la dalam 3 and above...

aminnn....

lagipon, buat ape nak balik rumah dah...

yang ade pon family tersayang kan...

kalau depa rindu kat cet, suh la depa datang melaka...

hahahaha...

member2 pon dah wat hal masing2...sedih la nak mention kan...

hanya hati je yang tau....

ape pon 17hb july nie aku ade date dengan federico macheda...

wahhh...terbaik la aku kan...

tapi kan...

aku tak tau nape hati aku berat je nak tinggalkan umah nie haa...

ntah la...tak berapa nak sure lorr...

sebenarnye aku plan before balik melaka, aku nak ziarah family arwah....

tapi masing2 busy jerr...

terpaksa la aku tunda kan hasrat aku tuh haa...

takpe la...16hb ogos nie..

family aku ade buat kenduri tahlil and doa selamat sikit...

mungkin untuk arwah pon ade gak...

aku dah suh mama buat...aku akan jemput family arwah...

tunggu je la yerr...

k lah...

chow...

life...

opening blog je aku citer pasal hidop...

terbaik tak?!?...
takpe la..aku yang taip..bukan orang len pon...
aku bukan ape..sedih sangat...

aku dah hilang orang yang paling aku sayang...
aku tunggu die dari form 4 (2006)...
tapi takde jodoh sebab die pergi menghadap ALLAH dulu...
aku bersyukur gak sebelum die pergi, die sempat luahkan isi hati die dekat aku...
aku ingat semua kata2 dier...sangat bermakna...
aku tak pasti kenapa aku sangat sabar dengan karenah die selama nie...
mungkin petanda die nak pergi jauh kot...

muhammad zhafri bin shahrir...nickname die terry....
aku suka semua pasal dier....
takkan lupe sampai bile2....
hidup aku happy selama nie....
walaupon aku tau die dah ade girlfriend...
tapi tak bermakna aku tak boleh kawan dengan die kan....

family aku kenal dier...macam tuh jugak family dier...
wajah die masih terbayang dalam ingatan aku....
memory card aku pon tak full lagi kan....
teringat lesung pipi die yang comel....
aku sanggup beli perfume yg die pakai...
aku simpan hadiah die yang tak sempat aku bagi tahun nie...
aku bawak je t-shirt yang mak die bagi pergi hostel aku...
aku tak nak die hilang dalam hidup aku...

even, kalau aku keluar seorang pon...
aku dapat rase kan die dekat dengan aku...
bukan ape pon wehh...
aku akan terserempak dengan 'kembar' dier....
tuh yang buat aku rase ok sikit....

mungkin aku sengal kan...
tapi tuh yang wat aku rase lega sikit....
biar la orang nak kate ape kan....
huu....

hidup mesti diteruskan...
itu kate afiq kat aku...
hee...thanks afiq...

k lah...
nanti la aku go0syp kan lagi hidop aku...
chow-