MALAY....

hahaha...what a great week for me!?..superb!!!
thanks ALLAH i'm happy back again and get my life back!!!..
it's that agood start for me!?..hahaha..i guess so...
thats what i've to say what happen to me!!!!!..

first, i'll be runing for the MPP position which is i'm not obsessed about it...
and guess what!!?..i can't believe that last friday, i give my manifesto...
but i did not said sweet talk lorr..i know i can't do that...
i just said like issues that happen around us...
i think thats better...thanks to abg akmal and ain...
but 'thanks' to tiya coz she help me soo0oo much...
i don't know what the return she need...
quite confusing when my own campaign manager didn't help me much!!!!..
and that's one of the reason i need to say good-bye for MPP position...

second, what happening to me after came back from Seri Iskandar, perak!!??..
besides my skin getting dark!!!!..i think i admire someone that i can't allowed with...
yess now i thought he only my friends...but sometimes when it comes to my heart, it's change a lil bit...after all, i need to fight with my fren and i hate that much!!!..why this thing still happen to me!?!?!..can it just be fair and square!?!?!..of course i need some guy who i can call my BOYFRIEND!!!..i need that title at least i end-up my single status!!!...

third, what am i still doing in KPMAM!?!?..am i a student in accountancy!?!!?..i don't think so!!..
hahahaha...yeaahhh, it sounds rude!!!..some how, i need to be free lah..i love my life now!!!..can everyone see that or you guys just jealous about me!?!?..it's okay..i don't give a damn about it...
next week, are the hardest week ever i will be lorrr..it's not that i have to be someone else (skema) i have to sit for quizes and test!!!!!!!..and i'm not prepare anything!!!..i can't believe it..and i still online and typing for this blog!!!..i'm tired and i don't bother about it...thats cool...
hahaha..this is just not me...

need some sleep...!!!..
luf ya!!

home..

no better place than our own home....
its been two weeks i think about home...
but i need to be here...
after travelled to seri iskandar, perak for kasukma '09...
i need to focus on these two important things...
which is my quizes and test and also i'm running for MPP...

its just a luck for me running for that position...
im not that dying to be the MPP..
first i thought just for fun, when i need to give a talk this friday...
suddenly i realised that, i NEED to be serious...so damn serious...
i dont need your vote actually...i need to be normal again..thats all...

i know how burden it be to hold this position...
i'm interested in photography actually...not into political issue...
i dont deserve this...but somehow, i need to find a way how t escape it...
but of course i dont want to embarrass myself then...
if only i know how to survive this things....

my heart and soul in my house and i already locked it...
so, everyone can't find me...i need that...
i need a break...i want things be normal and happy again...
i need a sleep...so that i can be energetic again..haha..
i need a talk..so that it can makes me smile..
i need a scene..so that i can find someone...
there are thing that i need so much...
but i know..i can't get that in this time...

give me a break k!?..

tsunami

that's right..
maybe it's a lesson to me...
i've dreamed about tsunami like a dozen times...
its scared me so much...
sometimes i feel like it's happen...
OMG!!..
what happen to me!??!..

lets change the subject...
tomorrow i've a trip to sri iskandar, perak...
i have a bowling tournament...
my team's man are arep jubly (my classmate) and lau ( afiq's friend)....
hahaha...what a good team!!!!...good to go...

i've a new family member...
his name is NIKON D3000...
i just bought it on the first day of raya (20/09/2009)...
i love 'em so0ooo much...
hehehe...i just capture 300 pix...
another 900 to go...
hahaha...

that's all happen in my life so far...
but not all la...something must be a secret right!!?..

k..
chow!!

raya..

yellow..selamat hari raya aidilfitri...
puasa dah selesai sebulan..raya la pulak kan...
ape2 pon..diz year raya dah tak meriah macam dulu...
maybe too old for this...it's okay la...
as long as everyone happy...

semalam had a fight with abg irman...
he promised us to go raya at 2 p.m...
but then we waited him until 5 p.m...
i've changed my baju kurung 2 times...
i'm sick being waiting like 3 hours and do nothing!!!...
aiyaa..wat la my bro nie....
then we went to kak sara's house and still not talking to each other!!!!!

and i realise that i want to hang out somewhere...
i ask kak iena to hang out somewhere...
we planned to lepak..but then we know that my bro also bosan kan...
then we planned to watch movie...
guess what?!..we watched momok the movie!!!
in pavilion!!!...hahahahaha

and today...
dun know what to do...
mama!!!..come home now!!!
mati akal tau...
tak tau nak wat ape!!!...
rugi giler x ikot mama g kedah...
kalau tak mesti banyak giler gambar adik capture!!!!

suddenly aku rase cam my future bf somewhere...
maybe soon...
hahahaha....
just watched ps. i love you...
so0ooo0ooo lovely!!!
why i can't have my own lovestory!!?!?...

welcome to my family nikon d3000 (20092009) and nikon s560..
i always love you and always be my baby!!!

ok la..
that's all...

festive season..

raya..raya..raya...
ahad nie jer raya...memang kejap jer pose rasenyerr...
biase la org pompuan kan...
hahaha...

neway, mase bulan ramadhan banyak dugaan yang sebenarnyer kite tempuh...
like myself...after what had happened between my roomate and my friend, afiq...
the third dugaan happened to me is...just end up relationship between me and ash...
7 years of friendship didn't seem well to us...bak kata orang, xde sefahaman...
well...i know it's not so appropriate to end-up relationship during ramadhan season...
but what can i say, it's already happened...

it's okay..still have aida and ayuni...
i love them so much...thanks to my sis..she's da best and of course i luf her too...
they understand me so much...
that's what i need at this moment...
this year raya didn't seem enjoy to me...
don't know why...

our last ramadhan at ayer molek quite happening today...
we buka puasa together..it just like a small gathering...
i still remember, our last 'gathering' in last semester...
and today..after we played bowling for two games...
i strike for three times..seriously..i'm good...
hahahaha....
we eat together near perigi hang tuah but then i can't find any perigi...
why!?!?...where exactly the location!?!..
haiyaaa....

maybe tomorrow i'll show some pix that i captured before my camera's battery suddenly empty...
tomorrow..i'll leave malacca for a week and go back home to celebrate raya...
yippppie..holiday again...
hahaha...can't wait for the raya celebration!!!..
rendang..lemang...biscuits!!!..
cool..

that's all for today...
update saturday k!?!?...
adios amigos!!!

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war...

sorry for everything...
quite lame x show up...
kinda busy with college stuff and roomate stuff...
i know its kinda rude when i post "i hate my rumate so much" in FB...
i'm sorry but that's what i felt lately...

last night, was the war-est ever...
my rumate had a fight with his bestfriend...
they even punched each other face kot...
kinda hurt but not serious-ly injured...

today, we had a test and quiz for commercial law...
after the fight-ing session, my rumate didn't even study...
i slept almost 2 a.m...and guess what!?..
she didn't take the test and quiz!!!!..with the simple reason...
she's been cry for the whole day and she's tired....

i jux hate with those things...
it's not that i don't want to help her...but then, i'm stuck!!!..
i've my own job and i deserve to study in silent mode...
not like her, talked on the phone like 3-4 hours in one time!!!..
sometimes i wondering how she got a lot of money to top up?!?!...

its not just my rumate that related to this war!!!...
i had a big fight wit afiq...kinda ridiculous with the argument but then...
it's enough for me to take the risk...
it looks like he already have a new bestfriend!!...
congrats afiq!!!..thanks for break my heart..again!!!

i'm alone now...but that doesn't mean that i'm sad...
sorry...
it's good to be single again...haha...
hate to fight a %$^&^ things!!!..

it's good to be in a good track of my life!!!

run the show

wat show?!..
not so sure...raya nak dekat dah...
tapi aku tak tahu nape raya nie macam tak bersemangat dah...
bukan langsung tak bersemangat..tapi kurang bersemangat...

anyway, aku gila baca novel sekarang nie...
nicholas sparks..dah beli 3 novels dia...
a walk to remember, a bend in the road and message in a bottle...
rase cam berbaloi giler...semua nyer love story yang sangat best...
kalau lah my life macam dalam novel tuh, memang terbaik la...
lepas nie plan nak beli novel, the rescue- nicholas sparks gak...
addicted giler dengan love story sekarang nie...

since online kat ayer molek nie macam sengal sikit...
terpaksa lah aku update kan blog nie haa...
bosan giler...3 jam baru dapat bukak facebook kot..
aduyai...this week, memang pack giler schedule quiz and test aku...
monday- english speech and macroeconomics test...
tuesday- pengajian islam test...
thursday- cost accounting quiz..
saturday- UBS accounting test...
giler kentang la...
sebab tuh aku wat decision yang aku akan balik raya nanti jer...
this three weeks biar la aku dok kat ayer molek nie haa...

enough about study..lately aku banyak fikir about someone...
someone yang tak patut sangat aku fikir...
sampai terbawak dalam mimpi kot...
aduhhsshhh..asal lah aku nie kan?..
but maybe it's just me yang exotic kan...
pape pon hopefully he understand how i felt...
try to make him understand but dunno how...
maybe it's too little too late kot...

anyway, happy fasting to all muslims out there...
and selamat hari raya aidilfitri so0n...

chow...
XOXO